Friday, 26 March 2010
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Now I not be the worst or the best but you gotta respect my honesty
Every time I see you I Just want to be by your side You make me happy Any then you hurt me, badly I'm a thug on the street, but a thug got feelings And I dont want to be hurt So don't play with me, keep it real with me And you wont get hurt girl
but i can feel the tension as much as you can.
i know how to hide my feelings from your
piercing stare and no matter what you think,
i still miss youLet me tell you something kid; Everybody gets one chance to do something great. Most people never take the chance, either because they're too scared, or they don't recognize it when it spits on their shoes
Yo why should we break up? If we keep making up, I mean let’s just stay together. I know, together we make this relationship a little harder at least on ourselves. We give and we take from each other some much that I feel we don’t need no one else
you don't need to say a word. i need to tell you something.
this here, may make or break me. i still care about you, i never stopped.
so please, don't leave me heretoo many of us stay walled,
because we are afraid of being hurt.
we are afraid to care too much,
for fear that the other person
doesn't care at allTheres not point trying to hide it No point trying to erase me I know i got a problem By doing this behavour If you fall for me I'm not easy to please I'mma tear you apart Told you from the start
Baby why don't we just turn that TV off?
Three hundred fifteen channels
Of nothing but bad news on
Well, it might be me, but the way I see it
The whole wide world has gone crazy
So baby, why don't we just dance?as she slowly stopped crying, she realized the good in her world.
oh, she knew she'd miss him. she knew it would hurt. but sometimes
moving on, starts with goodbyeSomeone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and he was right. But power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less
it's like all of the bad stuff that you went through, that you hated along the way; the people who disappointed you, the things that didn't go the way you wanted; suddenly you feel grateful for them, because those are the things that got you here, to this.
I'll make a mess of you, the hell I'll put you through, I'll make a mess oh you can trust me.
Monday, 22 March 2010
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Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so damn tired of having to live without you.
“And I’ll be happy for you, if you can be happy for me”
“Either you define the moment or the moment defines you."
"You can't always trust the people you want to." -- 10 Things I Hate About You
"I've learned in a short amount of time that you don't always get what you want. And if you do get it, it isn't necessarily what you need"
"Wait for the one who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what. Wait for the one who makes you smile like no other, and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the one who wants to show you off when you are in sweats and have no makeup on, but appreciates it when you get all dolled up for him. Most of all, wait for the one who will put you at the center of his universe, because obviously, he's at the center of yours"
“We're so busy watching out for what's just ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are."
"I dont know why I did it, I dont know why I enjoyed I, and I dont know why i'll do it again"
"How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at them, it makes you want them even more"
“The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure."
"I wanted a perfect ending. Now Ive learned the hard way that some poems don't rhyme and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing whats going to happen next"
"I never said it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it"
"Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That’s why we call it the present.""You can't lose something that you never had"
“The unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. because its only intangible ideas, concepts, beliefs, fantasies that last. stone crumbles. wood rots. people, well, they die. but things as fragile as a thought, a dream, a legend, they can go on and on."
"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you."
“Tears are words the heart can't express"
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
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Gilmore girls
It was him not fighting for me. I gave him the ultimatum & he let me walk away. I didn't want a life separate from him, & that's all he could give me. It's like he is driving a car & I just want to be in the passenger seat. He's locked the door & I have to hold onto the bumper. I am not even asking him to open the door for me, just leave it unlocked and say come in, but he didn't do that. So I am hanging on to the bumper & life goes on & the car goes on, & I get really badly bruised & I'm hitting potholes. & it hurts. It really hurts. So yesterday I had to let go of the bumper. Because it hurts too much.
( Gilmore Girls )
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
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You don't know me and you don't wear my chains.
Hi, I've almost been updating this for a year, wowzers. I think on the one year anniversary, I'll do some crazy loong update. you know and go crazy with it. It's almost halloween[: Which is my favorite holiday. It's the one day of the year, that a person can be whatever they want without worrying about what everyone else thinks. Less than three months and I get my license. It's kinda insane, because I don't feel like I'm that old. I feel like a kid still, but then I also feel like an adult. I know that there are many things that I have faced, that others havent, but I also know that there is still so much left for me to do and see. It's scary how little of the world a person can know in there lives. Does anyone else think of this? or is it just me?
A cause may be inconvenient, but it's magnificent. It's like champagne or high heels, and one must be prepared to suffer for it.
Few can foresee where their road will lead them, till they come to its end
If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.
Courage is the discovery that you may not win, and trying when you know you can lose
Music is what feelings sound like
It has never been so bad, that it couldn't be worse
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.
Whenever I get gloomy with the state of the world, I think about the arrivals gate at Heathrow Airport. General opinion's starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don't see that. It seems to me that love is everywhere. Often it's not particularly dignified or newsworthy, but it's always there - fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge - they were all messages of love. If you look for it, I've got a sneaky feeling you'll find that love actually is all around.
It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them
Love is like wildflowers; It's often found in the most unlikely places
People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing - that's why we recommend it daily
Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
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I wanna believe in love again.
Hello(: How are you on this fine evening I'm spending yet another night with the best friend haha. uh homework time.
SunsurfsandyWe go together like the winter and this sweater
Even more, I had never meant to love him. One thing I truly knew - knew it in the pit of my stomach, in the center of my bones, knew it from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet, knew it deep in my empty chest - was how love gave someone the power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repairYour heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge, or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you
The best thing to hold onto in life is each other
There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and to me, this has always been enough
Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.
You know what music is? God's little reminder that there's something else besides us in this universe, a harmonic connection between all living beings, every where, even the stars.
Monday, 14 September 2009
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no ones giving up quite yet we've got too much to lose.
Hey, Lately I have been really stressed out[: Here I am though, I don't think that I could ever really quit Xanga.I love words and quotes too much. Today I might be getting my car, which I am so psyched aboutt! School is really difficult, but I'm trying my hardest to be happy with what I have and how my life is right now, not how I want it to be. I mean everything has a way of working out in the end, and I know that everything could be way worse. I am honestly just happy with what I do have, like a great set of family and friends. I find it ironic though, how one person that is in love with you can change your whole entire lifestyle. I am honestly going to try and update more often I just have a lot going on.
SunSurfSandyI'm falling in love but it's falling apart.
Human life consists in mutual service. No grief, pain, misfortune, or "broken heart," is excuse for cutting off one's life while any power of service remains. But when all usefulness is over, when one is assured of an unavoidable and imminent death, it is the simplest of human rights to choose a quick and easy death in place of a slow and horrible one.
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.
Hope is what led a band of colonists to rise up against an empire; what led the greatest of generations to free a continent and heal a nation; what led young women and young men to sit at lunch counters and brave fire hoses and march through Selma and Montgomery for freedom's cause. Hope is what led me here today -- with a father from Kenya, a mother from Kansas; and a story that could only happen in the United States of America. Hope is the bedrock of this nation; the belief that our destiny will not be written for us, but by us; by all those men and women who are not content to settle for the world as it is; who have courage to remake the world as it should be.
You look like the songs that I've heard all my life coming true."
The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.
^ Elie WieselDon't stop, don't stop
Telling me goodnight
Just promise you'll kiss me goodbye
What's taking so long?
Don't tell me you're not gonna try
The tension's building in my mind
I wanna scream and I know whyLove all, trust a few
The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.
We've been warned against offering the people of this nation false hope. But in the unlikely story that is America, there has never been anything false about hope.
"I'd rather die tomorrow than live a hundred years without knowing you."
-PocahontasI hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at allThe heart has its reasons which reason knows not of.
You speak to me And in your words I hear a melody But in the twilight it's so hard to see Whats wrong for me
I can't resist Until you give the truth a little twist As if your gonna get away with this You're not sorry
I can't believe I fell for thisAs a rule, men worry more about what they can't see than about what they can.
I want you to remember me. If you remember me, then I don't care if everyone else forgets
I just want that thing. You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and that person. And you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time.
Wednesday, 02 September 2009
Friday, 21 August 2009
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this isn't righteous its a mid-life crisis
We should get jerseys cause we make a great team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going onLater that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open you up to something new and exotic, those that are old and familiar, those that bring up lots of questions, those that bring you somewhere unexpected, those that bring you far from where you started, and those that bring you back. But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.
You've got a face for a smile, you know A shame you waste it When you're breaking me slowly but Ive Got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances, for you I've got a world of chances Chances that you're burning through.
Never ask why I love you, just accept that I do, and that I will for the rest of my life.
And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say You're OK with the way this is going to be This is going to be the best thing we've ever seen.
Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.
From my experience, honey, if he seems too good to be true—he probably is
I talk to absolutely no one. Couldn't keep to myself enough. And the things bottled inside have finally begun To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up. I heard the reverberating footsteps Synching up to the beating of my heart, And I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart. And I can't let that happen again'cause then you'll see my heart In the saddest state it's ever been.she doesnt realize that by loving you she's breaking my heart.
'Cause I might know you a little better than you think. And I don't want you waking up one morning thinking if you'd known everything you might have done something different.
Now you know that I want to give you all the things that you want, right? But I can't, because they're gone... They're broken.Autumn days will fade away but memories will always stay the same I'm hoping you will never change don't ever change.
Friday, 31 July 2009
Friday, 17 July 2009
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Is it to late to remind you how we were?
hola, that's spanish for hello, incase you didn't know.[I think most of you all know though haha] Tonight I went to my ma's house and my grandma was visiting from Texas with her husband Michael. He is a little bit on the odd side, but I am the only one in my family who enjoys talking to him. He has so many views on different things that, I personally think that he's easy to get along with and all of that jazz. Plus, I am easily entertained by his many takes on life. My life is still screwed up royally, but I am making the best of it. I think I'm loosing almost all of my faith though, which is not good considering I'm not even past the "teen" years yet. I guess you get to a point in life where all the bad you've seen in the world starts to get to you. I've seen a lot of bad, and I know I will see more. For now though, I think I am just going to continue living by the little things like the way my guitar strings sound, when the inside of my head is screaming. Or that tree with the red flowers on it that I walk past on my way to work. I think that I can always stay happy if I continue to live by these tiny things instead of huge moments to make me happy. Anyways, sorry for this being so very long. Here is you're update.
Sunsurfsandy
My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you
Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes
There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.
It is a curious thing, the death of a loved one. We all know that our time in this world is limited, and that eventually all of us will end up underneath some sheet, never to wake up. And yet it is always a surprise when it happens to someone we know. It is like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking there is one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down, through the air, and there is a sickly moment of dark surprise as you try and readjust the way you thought of things.
The difference between the right word and the almost right word is the difference between lightning and a lightning bug
"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You too? I thought I was the only one."
— C.S. Lewis
You're the one who is weak. You will never know love or friendship. And I feel sorry for you.
--Harry Potter
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.
You're impossible. How can I put this so that you'll believe me? You're not asleep, and you're not dead. I'm here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second when I was away. When I told you I didn't want you, it was the blackest kind of blasphemy.
"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference."
— Elie Wiesel
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About Me
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Helllo, I am insanely addicted to reading, Music, writing, and quotes. I play guitar, and write lyrics, it calms me down when I feel like everything is about to fall apart. I grew up in New Jersey, and have never heard anyone talk the way a steriotypical Jersey person would talk. Even though I will admit that I say dog like dawg, and coffee like cawfee. I update my xanga as much as I can. Comments make me happy[: peace- Sunsurfsandy












































